future media darling (sobota) wrote,
future media darling
sobota

ten unsent notes to the æther or confessions from the chair

10. I'm glad that you're still angry and bitter. I've gotten through whatever it was in our pasts that made us explode. I tried, and you still maintained some sort of strange wall that just made you hostile to all my intentions. I've never been happier to say goodbye to you.

09. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. We spent a perfect three or four days together and now whenever I think of it, I think of you. It's almost impossible to get in contact with you and I am scared I will never be able to speak to you again. I hope that's not the case.

08. Sometimes I wish we had never met. Life would have been so much easier without having to change how I live my life just for you.

07. Sometimes you make me so angry, but that's rarer now. I'm sorry I'm always so exasperated with you. We're just too close sometimes.

06. I'm so incredibly lonely when you're not around. I wish I weren't so dependent on you being there to keep me company.

05. What we have is so incredibly new and I have no idea where this is headed but I can't wait to see how it all unfolds.

04. Maybe one day we'll be able to be friends again without this giant unspoken chasm between us.

03. You're avoiding something that should make you happy because you made a bad decision. I shouldn't feel guilty but I do because I think it could be my fault.

02. I wonder what's keeping us from getting to know each other better. You're way shyer than I ever expected.

01. I still can't get over you, no matter how much I want to.
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